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I'll keep it short, because I'm so fucking tired of dealing with it;

Passport was supposed to come last saturday for Ezy. Didn't get here until Tuesday. The flight was Saturday, mind you.

DON'T EVER THINK OF USING PASSPORT EXPRESS. That shit screws you over. Go directly through to the government passport agency.

Scramble, scramble, scramble: had to find a place to live. Took a greyhound back to Kansas, so now we're at his parents' house. Which is lovely, they're such great/fun people. Had to wait for the passport to get here [which it did, yesterday] and book the flight again.

Got the earliest flight we could without spending an extra ten grand on first-class tickets [what the shit, whoever pays that much had better be served some serious Krug and caviar or something]. However, my dad STILL had to pay double because it was booked "short notice". FUCK YOU ORBITZ.

Soooo in short I lose about a month w/ my parents, instead of being there as long as we'd like. Which is just great. And I blame myself for everything, because hey, that's what I do.

These past days have been ridiculous hell for both of us. I think finally we're getting a breather, but whooo the Hell knows. Haha.

Two A's and a B for my final grades, which I'm very happy about. I worked my ass off this quarter.

Regardless of all the good things, I can't shake the guilt or the disappointment.

BUT at least we're out of that fucking house. And I never have to look at it again. Hell yes.
I don't have to even think about Georgia for a while. I like Savannah, don't get me wrong, but the last few weeks made it dull and gray and different. We needed to get out.

Btw, please don't get all sappy at me in a comment here. I don't want pity, it's useless and irritating and makes me feel worse. Just letting people know about the situation, and informing that any commissions will be late ... some more. Hell, you guys have been waiting long enough, you can wait longer. Right?

I'll try to get some drawing done here, but until I drag myself out of this funk, don't expect too much.

Hope everyone's having a good summer regardless!

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